It's been said that when you lost someone that you love, it's impossible to cause the one that you once loved change her heart. He was wrong to try for another shot with this girl of his dreams. She only existed in his dreams. She never did broke up with the old boyfriend. He was beaten up by her boyfriend on the sixth day of a new lunar year. I guess it would be an experience that will linger forever in his memory. While he was being beaten up, the girl only stare with her cold eyes. She even denied him as a friend. That was the time when he knows that this girl is not worth his while. That was also the moment when he decided never again to feel for her.
Deep down inside his soul, he knows that he had already forgiven this girl, but there will never be another chance for this feelings to ever blossom. Life goes on, and the search for a new girl began. Will the next one be THE ONE? He can only say his prayers...
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Friday, February 8, 2008
Once upon a time...
Is there a sense of too early or too late to be thinking of having a stable relationship that leads to marriage? Some people say guys have to find a lot of girls before thinking of marriage. This way, he will not easily be tempted to commit adultery, since he had had enough of girls in his life. But then again, will he get used to the one-night-stand and never want to be married? Will the girl of his dreams appears and found him to be too much of a playboy type and ditch him? What are the odds...
For a guy that has always think that to live this life meaningfully is to find a suitable partner that will motivates him to live on, to find happiness in his partner's smile, to be able to protect her and be there for her when she needed him most, how can this guy be categorized? He was too rush when jumping into a relationship, letting his heart doing the driving instead of his mind. Therefore, an unpleasant ending occurs. When this happens, his heart would be so weak that any girl that come passing by can caught his attention. But, this affection last only for a while, until he pulls himself together. It might be unfair for the girl, but he didn't do anything foolish with the girl. There wasn't even a smooch on the girl's face.
Well, the relation with that girl ends there without a starting point. Then, he gave himself a break from all of this boy-girl relationship. He watched and learn about a lot of girls along the way, finding the most suitable girl for himself to live his life for. He picked up a few close friends This break ends after four years of search, with a new love interest, finally. He gets to know her and after a while, they are together as lovers. They made a mutual promise of not having sex before marriage. Would this be the starting of the happy ending that he had been dreaming of?
Nope, the girl's actually attached to another guy for 9 years now. He met her while she was on a probational break with her partner. After a month, she make a decision to choose back her partner. She then said sorry to him, but asked him to wait for her for a year. He promised to wait for her...
It was still a breakup for him, and he suffered yet another big blow to the face. This is when his phone starts receiving SMSes from a number unknown to him. This anonymous person claims herself as a girl and gets to know him. He was emotionally unstable after the break and gets to know this girl as well. He thought that this was the girl he just broke up with, and thus asked her to be his girlfriend again. This was one of his biggest mistakes...
This anonymous girl said she would love to have sex with her boyfriend. He was surprised, thinking she was a slut, but how many men can resist this offer when he's still single? They were far apart though, and they never met each other nor do anything more than SMS. Time goes by, and now it's two months later...
He made an attempt to contact back the girl of his dreams, and found out that she's single now. Therefore, he break it off with the anonymous girl and went after his dream girl for another shot. He told her everything about this anonymous girl but she accused him to be a playboy and a liar. He tried very hard to explains himself, but a wrong deed is still a wrong deed. Nothing can right the wrong...
He managed to get his status back as her friend, but wanted to be her man. Will he ever succeed? Was his wrong too serious to ever be forgiven? Now, only time can tell...
For a guy that has always think that to live this life meaningfully is to find a suitable partner that will motivates him to live on, to find happiness in his partner's smile, to be able to protect her and be there for her when she needed him most, how can this guy be categorized? He was too rush when jumping into a relationship, letting his heart doing the driving instead of his mind. Therefore, an unpleasant ending occurs. When this happens, his heart would be so weak that any girl that come passing by can caught his attention. But, this affection last only for a while, until he pulls himself together. It might be unfair for the girl, but he didn't do anything foolish with the girl. There wasn't even a smooch on the girl's face.
Well, the relation with that girl ends there without a starting point. Then, he gave himself a break from all of this boy-girl relationship. He watched and learn about a lot of girls along the way, finding the most suitable girl for himself to live his life for. He picked up a few close friends This break ends after four years of search, with a new love interest, finally. He gets to know her and after a while, they are together as lovers. They made a mutual promise of not having sex before marriage. Would this be the starting of the happy ending that he had been dreaming of?
Nope, the girl's actually attached to another guy for 9 years now. He met her while she was on a probational break with her partner. After a month, she make a decision to choose back her partner. She then said sorry to him, but asked him to wait for her for a year. He promised to wait for her...
It was still a breakup for him, and he suffered yet another big blow to the face. This is when his phone starts receiving SMSes from a number unknown to him. This anonymous person claims herself as a girl and gets to know him. He was emotionally unstable after the break and gets to know this girl as well. He thought that this was the girl he just broke up with, and thus asked her to be his girlfriend again. This was one of his biggest mistakes...
This anonymous girl said she would love to have sex with her boyfriend. He was surprised, thinking she was a slut, but how many men can resist this offer when he's still single? They were far apart though, and they never met each other nor do anything more than SMS. Time goes by, and now it's two months later...
He made an attempt to contact back the girl of his dreams, and found out that she's single now. Therefore, he break it off with the anonymous girl and went after his dream girl for another shot. He told her everything about this anonymous girl but she accused him to be a playboy and a liar. He tried very hard to explains himself, but a wrong deed is still a wrong deed. Nothing can right the wrong...
He managed to get his status back as her friend, but wanted to be her man. Will he ever succeed? Was his wrong too serious to ever be forgiven? Now, only time can tell...
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